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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Helpless...

my body is filled wif fatigue and i m feeling rather helpless somehow....

first i will start wif my fwenly match yesterday...it was wif TP...kinda lost badly...maybe due to the first time touching the ball after a very long period of time or maybe its a new team tt we are working wif....the results were pretty bad...and worst of all the setter tt we had kinda sux to core wif his attitude...arrogant and thinkin highly of himself...nvm tt...if u r going to be stuck wif ur attitude...i wouldnt even use u in the team no matter how good u really arh....forget it...
m i getting old or izzit the chixy poxy virus that is killing mi? my joints are very stiff and painful...my knees and elbows fell very weak and acute pain when pressure is exerted...even simple stuffs lyk going up a stairs...omg....do i nid an op?hope its just temporary...next week is IVP selection...better get well be4 tt...rest rest rest...!
Went Holland V wif Ed,Lulu,JunYuan,ShunLiang after fwenly...chilled out in eski bar but the atmosphere was rather dead...no mood for drinks no mood for games...had a glass of chivas and off we go...Lulu was the driver of the day...had his dad car ready to drive us around...thanx bro...

have to say a big sorry to my dear becoze i dint really have time to contact u the whole day...i felt kinda lost when i heard the incident u had wif ur dad...i dint realli noe how to comfort u...was feeling realli helpless and all i can say to u is relax,relax....emmm but well cheer up my girl...i will always be there for u but today i seems rather lost for words...i'm sorry for not being there when u r sobbing in the dark...hope it wont happen again...SORRY...

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