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Friday, May 19, 2006

Tormented...

Oh well it has been weeks since i blogged...think its kind to get my lazy ass in front of my com to do it...
lappy had been the Accident and Emergency unit(ANE) since 9th may...till now i have yet received any news bout it..so i called Fujitsu tis afternoon... emmm guess its in the Intensive Care unit(ICU) now...its said tt my harddisk had finally met his doom...lolx...gonna habe to wait for a replacement to be in store...lecturers had been prompting mi to bring a laptop to class...wad can i do rite...bring my whole PC to class?i wished i could...work on hand...no laptop to use... no programs for work...haix...
IVP selected was held yesterday...lots of unknown faces showed up....bout 20 of them...

Tormented by some flash back bout my past for the past days...past relationships tt is...no idea y it all suddenly appeared in my mind but i couldnt help thinking bout it...emmm all those saddening stuffs...the ups and downs in those few relationships i had...happy times, unhappy times...den questions starting wif "What if" came to my mind...What if this,what if that....oh man wad a mental torture it was...maybe it all started out wif mi blog hopping...and landed on eunice's blog...it was kinda tempting to click on the link to her blog thou...read day1's post til today's post...kinda saddening i must say...noticing on how she really change within days...her flavor for guys...and how promises became lies...recalling one r/s by one r/s in the middle of the nite...learning from the mistakes that i recall...it sure helped trying to be a better bf...results were pretty much beneficial...and baby dont worry ok i m alrite...sorry if i couldnt understand wad u realli wan at times but i m trying my best to learn...so pls guide mi to ur heart ok.? luv ya...

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